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mexicanthunder:

This baby girl has a disease. It’s a cancer that is slowly eating up her body. Its called Necrotizing Fasciitis (Flesh-Eating Bacteria). She is currently under serious condition. This was put on tumblr to be reblogged for donations. Each reblog is equivalent to $1. The more reblogs, the more money goes for her treatment. Every 4 hours a child dies from cancer. I am praying for her.

Omg poor baby

I swear it was fate
I thank God for
Every one of those days
He’d whisper, and just tell me to wait
This is not the day
That explains my one year break
A whole year of me playing it safe
I wanted to give up so bad
I put up my grades
Had the grindstone to my nose
Even at a young age
My star’s shining, but my timing was wrong
But I didn’t get it ‘cause
I worked for this all along
And my swag’s back
These kids trash like garbage bags
And not just that, but damn
They’re even acting bad
Plus all these show-offs
Are yapping like they’re all of that
But then their lives ain’t matching that
So tell me, what points I get for keeping it real?
For only saying what I know
For wanting to excel
Just to have them try and slow up my kill
How they expect me to feel?
How long did they expect me to chill?
Until the girl start feeling ill
Then I’m missing the game
I tried CUNY, but it just ain’t the same
Man, I miss success being tied to my name
For a whole year

They say “Where have you been for a year?”
Well I’ve been holding my pen for a year
I’ve been stacking my ends for a year
‘Cause I’ve been tryna get in for a year
Just been working on her for a year
‘Cause they were hating on her for a year
They hesitated on her for a year
But this is the end of that year

How could you not want me to leave?
For a whole year my heart has grieved
This whole year shot my self esteem
Everyone did their thing
While I watched from behind the scenes
Like “Damn, that should be me”
But I’m all right now
I’ve got some positive people
That’s in my life now
And all the pies are cut equal
As of right now
And I ain’t doing my best
But, nevertheless, it’s no stress
I can say that I’m blessed
Now I’m speaking my heart
It wouldn’t stay on my chest
I’m playing my part
And I’ll do it to death
I told these schools I’m the shooter to use
Just wait till I lace up my shoes
I’ve already paid my dues
Plus the friends been waiting for me to persue
I think it hurt ‘cause I’ve been gone so long
Just know that it was hurting me too

They say “Where have you been for a year?”
Well I’ve been holding my pen for a year
I’ve been stacking my ends for a year
‘Cause I’ve been tryna get in for a year
Just been working on her for a year
‘Cause they were hating on her for a year
They hesitated on her for a year
But this is the end of that year

You gotta go through something
To get through something
But damn it I’m here
And loving the air
It’s high up here
It’s like the sky’s up here
And I’m up here
I just wanna thank God that I’m here
And thank you to all of my haters and friends
‘Cause my friends love me, hating made me a woman
‘Cause when they thought that I was facing my end
I’m on top, and in their faces again
And I deserve it
I know my world isn’t perfect
But I’ve been working
Day in, and day out
Damn it, and I’ve earned it
Had thoughts before this
Man, you should’ve heard it
But I went back, regrouped and now I’m serving
Ask anybody who ever knew me as a person
She’s as down to Earth as the dirt
Worth a pretty penny, but still just as worthless
As the same penny if she don’t fulfill her purpose
So even if this isn’t one of my best verses
Understand how important these words is
Forget when when I fell
Just know that I’m back
And I’m putting myself back on the map
And I’ll leave you with that

They say “Where have you been for a year?”
Well I’ve been holding my pen for a year
I’ve been stacking my ends for a year
‘Cause I’ve been tryna get in for a year
Just been working on her for a year
‘Cause they were hating on her for a year
They hesitated on her for a year
But this is the end of that year

I’m here!

jaysworld96:

 i will reblog this every single time i see this on my dash.

Jesus, thank You for the Cross!

My thoughts all throughout high school

Exactly how I feel!

Told me to check my friend

Bet you know I’m at my wit’s end

‘Cause it’s early in the morning

Bout to hurry up and hit send

Saying it’s a mistake

Telling me she’s not being honest

But I know you always were a snake

Fuck that bullshit you were always on

You put me through it; boy you know you’re wrong

Fuck that bullshit; I can see it in your eyes

How can one person tell so much lies

I’m just saying, I deserve better

Doing better by myself

Now I know we’ll never be together

I’m just saying I can do better

Baby I’m the best, so I know I’ll have better

Heard you got a new chick

Some poor, young bitch

‘Cause real women won’t take your bullshit

Showing off like I care

Let’s not even go there

I’ll just remain the best you never had

Fuck that bullshit you were always on

You put me through it; boy you know you’re wrong

Fuck that bullshit; I can see it in your eyes

How can one person tell so much lies

I’m just saying, I deserve better

Doing better by myself

Now I know we’ll never be together

I’m just saying I can do better

Baby I’m the best, so I know I’ll have better

Fuck that bullshit you were always on

Boy, I’m not in love with you

Like Monica, I’m so gone

I said fuck that bullshit; I can see it in your eyes

Still can’t understand how 1 person tells so much lies

I’m just saying, I deserve better

I’m the best, so I’m moving on to better

Fuck that bullshit you were always on

Boy, I’m not in love with you

Like Monica, I’m so gone!